The funeral director called wanting to know how they should trim Jason's facial hair. I had spent the evening before compiling over 50 photos of Jason spanning the 31 years he had spent on this planet, and of course his style had changed throughout the years. In some pictures he had a goatee. A few … Continue reading Technical Knockout
The date and time on his death certificate. In less than 48 hours I will have powered through my 3rd year of widowhood. I have been a widow longer than I was a wife and this is my anniversary now. Just mine. Is it okay to call it that in this context? Anniversary sounds like glittery greeting cards, deliveries to your workplace … Continue reading 4/13/14 at 9:59AM
Show is over tonight. I thought the secret was not trying. It's not caring. When will I not care enough? Please please please come soon.
Missing Jason is the blog I started about 4 months after my husband died from a cardiac arrhythmia while running the 2014 Raleigh Rock & Roll Marathon. I stopped writing on that blog because I wanted to move on but I now realize pretending like that life and this life are strangers to one another isn't possible. … Continue reading He Smelled Blood in the Water
This has been a shit week. My dog has had aspiration pneumonia which essentially means he has a bacterial infection in his lungs. I wish it meant that he had big hopes and dreams instead. His weekly trips to the vet are costing me a lot of money, lack of sleep and a general sense of … Continue reading Hey Life, Skip to the End!